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    Aesthetics, Possibility and Ethics of an Immersive Mass Media

    This article is a personal commentary on a few major topics I picked up throughout the past six years of creating for VR/new media and larp. The principal aim of this text is to touch on philosophical themes related to industrial technology, as our community gravitates closer and closer to new media and A.I.. I also wanted to address the main question I have been asked by larpers: why VR, when we can just larp? This article thus blends thoughts on common grounds between larp and VR, impressions from VR experiences that I found inspiring, nostalgic rants, and speculations on the future. Finally, it opens a discussion on the possibility of larp contributing to an emerging immersive mass media. 

    I. an.other_reality

    One of the first things I associate with larping is the idea of some sort of trip. If not in kilometers, it feels like a travel in time, consciousness or fantasy; a displacement from oneself and one’s own reality. If our perception of the world is called lifeworld,((Husserl (1936) calls “lifeworld” the evident reality that we perceive and experience together. A fiction-based reality that is experienced collectively as a group can be referred to as “storyworld”. Others also use the term “storyworld” to refer to a worldbuilding method or in previous larp literature (Brind 2019), but in this text it is purely a deviation from the phenomenological concept.)) we attempt to travel to a storyworld – a fictional reality that we perceive together

    When experiencing larp in non larp-spaces  –  arts spaces, tech spaces, video games spaces etc – I realized that such ability to travel to a storyworld relies as much on the larp design and environment as it relies on the culture nurtured by the larp community. In the way larpers interact, relate, find activities, open-up while playing, they help each other suspend disbelief and co-create the storyworld (Bowman 2017). In other words, larp designers and players alike tend to have a creativity that spans across fields. It is through this interest and ability to seek out fine details of reality building that we create levels of illusion, making the event feel more special and intricate. 

    Such attention put into layering ideas to engage ourselves or our players is what makes VR a promising ground for larpers: VR is not a medium, or a media, it is a milieu  – which in French refers to environment, setting and social environment at the same time.

    Image of VR room with person with white wolf mask on
    Lone Wolves Stick Together VR by Nadja Lipsyc and Breach VR.

    As such, VR has its own creative tools, that are ambidextrous,((VR headsets, like a minority of game consoles, generally include two controllers, one for each hand, which frees movement potentials for both limbs. Consequently, VR apps and games make use of these ambidextrous possibilities.)) 360 degrees and embodied; it is close to what our bodies can do and experience, and therefore it is more intuitive than our usual screen-keyboard-mouse tools or even our digital pads. For example: a few days ago, defeated by my inability to explain an exhibition concept to a collaborator, I hopped into the 3D VR software Gravity Sketch and drew the rigging I imagined. Visiting the exhibition’s life-sized model and looking up at the suspended objects, I realized from my own physical sensations that some ideas didn’t pan out as I had intended, and I corrected them.

    Other than a creative tool, VR can be a sensational spectacle. Earlier this year, I was at a Fatboy Slim concert, dancing while free falling. From the sky, along with the rest of the audience, I overlooked his perfectly modeled Pioneer deck, before landing on the oversized table of an American diner. On the table, we could ride cockroaches alone or with someone else, towards the gigantic face of Steve Buschemi. As I was teleported from one impossible setting to the next, I felt the thrill of being effectively transported into someone’s unhinged imagination (Eat, Sleep, VR, Repeat (2023)).

    For some, VR spaces can also be the avenue to explore transcendence; and I have met VR practitioners who have been exploring the similarities between traveling in VR and reaching other states of consciousness – through spiritual pursuit, drugs, or both. Today’s state of the technology is already allowing “VR shamans” to guide volunteers through digital spaces as though those were the meanders of their own consciousness, and some even explore the creation of VR psychedelic trips, like Ayahuasca VR (2020). 

    VR is certainly not perfect; not the “customer friendly” headsets at least. Despite the skyrocketing progress of VR graphics and playability in the past 10 years, I am still hearing the same comment: “I won’t be sold to VR until the pixels are invisible.”  It can be cranky, it can be laggy, it can be obtuse or even painful. But if we can convince ourselves that a latex sword is Excalibur or that a green patch behind a parking lot is a lush forest, shouldn’t we also see giants as we ride jittery horses towards pixelated windmills?

    Avatars in VR
    Lone Wolves Stick Together VR by Nadja Lipsyc and Breach VR.

    I like inviting VR newcomers to lean into how conspicuous and ugly those spaces can be  – firstly because you might discover you can get used to it as comfort adjusts, and secondly because these might be a few precious years before we enter an avalanche of hyper-realistic or hyper-convincing virtual realities. In fact, there might be questions to consider beyond the aesthetic appeal or revulsion of this imperfect VR. Adorno (1938) developed a praise for “dissonance” in musical aesthetics, as a disturbance that allows the listener to see the material “truth” behind harmony. Dissonance keeps us critical, while a perfectly harmonious music piece lulls us into accepting whatever purchase or ideology comes with it (Adorno, 1938). In this state of pleasant artistic immersion, we become “acquiescent purchasers”, ready to be mouthfed with an advertisement or a lifestyle. This praise of dissonance is similar to the “epic theater” developed by Brecht and used to describe “meta-awareness” in larp by Hilda Levin (2020). Somehow though, for some, realism seems like a sine qua non of VR, rubbing out entirely the question of keeping an awareness that we are in a virtual milieu. And so, I wonder: do all these people who told me VR wasn’t realistic enough really want to be fooled? And if so, why is that, and are they quite sure of themselves?

    II. an.other_body /  no.body

    Have you ever wondered what your larp experience would have been like if you hadn’t felt limited by your body ability, appearance, normativity, humanness?

    One of the first VR games I played was called Drift. It was a “die and retry game” developed by my highschool friend Ferdinand Dervieux. In Drift, you are a bullet sent out in full speed in a brightly coloured cubist world on hard electronic beats. If you touch something (a wall, an obstacle etc) you lose and restart. Throughout the experience, only your head movements control your trajectory and only the position of your head matters. After being reborn a projectile again and again for 30 minutes, a metonymic transformation happened:  I was fully my head. 

    Experiencing Drift made me first wonder: how long would it take for us to get fully used to not being a human body? And what are the spaces we would crave, un-bodied in worlds that obey impossible physics rules? I regularly reopen the book Mind in Architecture edited by Sarah Robinson and Juhani Pallasmaa (2017) that accounts how we conceive and build spaces based on embodied sensations. What we perceive as sheltering and comfortable, or towering and divine, or angular and dangerous, is an immediate physical reaction. Supposedly, we learned to create spaces based on those evolutionary instincts. As a projectile, almost annihilated, I craved movement, I sought feelings of orbiting and my comfort came from always sensing a spatial opening somewhere. Had there been other bullets, I would have wanted our trajectories to flirt with each other; for our interaction to be confrontational collision, cheeky scraping, avoidance. What spaces will we create for our other-bodies? Who, or what, can we discover we can also be?((VR headsets, like a minority of game consoles, generally include two controllers, one for each hand, which frees movement potentials for both limbs. Consequently, VR apps and games make use of these ambidextrous possibilities.))

    Image of people wearing VR headsets and engaging physically Ancient Hours (2022): a hybrid VR larp using VRChat, collaboration between Nadja Lipsyc (Design) and Josephine Rydberg (Production).

    Some abstract forms of larp already invite us to imagine ourselves as non-human or more-than-human((See the work of Nina Runa Essendrop, Jamie Harper, Alex Brown, Nilas Dumstrei, to name a few.)) and there is a prodigious potential in VR to explore our ability to transpose our mind into different bodies. In particular, we can already reroute our motor functions via puppeteering.((Puppeteering commonly means manipulating the limbs of a puppet to make it lifelike.)) VR pioneer and technical artist Rikke Jansen colloquially uses the word puppeteering to refer to a finer way of controlling the motions and visible emotions of our avatar, by assigning them to a variety of physical gestures that are recognized by controllers or sensors. For instance, a sensor on a foot could control a cluster of your avatar’s tentacles, another one at your waist could stretch out your outer membrane, raising your right index finger could get your helix to turn etc. In other words, digital prosthetics do not have to be thought of in terms of achieving a normative, valid body interpretation, but can be conceived as ways to experience full other-bodiedness. Puppeteering is likely to be a transitory device, as the technology is fast evolving towards image recognition through camera, full haptic body suits, and perhaps even EEG controllers.((Creating controllers that are directly connected to our “thoughts” by measuring our brain activity through electroencephalogram or EEG has been a longstanding area of research. Despite some misleading commercial communication, they are not functional yet. See Padfield et. al (2022).)) However, it is a functional current solution to explore the sensations of our mind being connected to another body.

    Other than those extreme examples of being other-bodied, there is a more obvious point to emphasize about VR bodies in conjunction with larping or any other form of VR socializing: we can create or find whatever body we want. I have raved as a very large astronaut, held a speech as an orb of light, walked around as Laura Palmer, I have been the gray default robot avatar and an uncanny rendition of my IRL self.

    What this also means is that we can make our VR body as conforming and valid as we wish for it to be, and VR social spaces are a testimony of it.

    VR animated avatars of various shapes
    VR Chat, picture by Lhannan.

    Discussions around ageism, lookism, fatphobia, racism, ableism etc. regularly arise in the larp community. Like in any part of our flawed society, presenting as normative as possible will grant us better social capital, integration and play opportunities (van der Heij 2021). If we push the thought experiment far enough, we land in a potential digital future where what our bodies are in the lifeworld does not matter socially anymore, as long as our avatars conform. Let’s stay with that scenario a bit longer: the dominant aesthetic might not be available to us in the real world – body type, skin color, hair, fashion, etc – but it is in the virtual world. All of us get to access valid-presenting bodies, publicly celebrated bodies, or even a gender representation that might alleviate some personal pain. Dissociated from our own body, our mind fully identifies and appropriates these virtual bodies. Is that the body equality that we crave?

    This question should linger on throughout the process of designing a VR larp: which avatars are available to the players? What normativity do they shape? How can design and facilitation frame our relation to these digital bodies? Sometimes of course, budget or technical limitations will restrict design choices, as I experienced with my VR larp prototype Lone Wolves Stick Together.((VR Larp for six players designed by Nadja Lipsyc and inspired by the film Stalker by Tarkovsky (1979). The design was prototyped as a physical larp in 2018, then as a full VR prototype in 2023 in collaboration with Breach VR.)) We were only able to develop one avatar model for all six players; a half body, vaguely female, vaguely dark and masked. In this case, the larp is very discursive, and players’ voice coats those basic avatars with more embodiment and personality.

    I won’t expand much on the topic of voice, but I’ll let some of my thoughts reverberate here. Voice recognition and voice alteration are still marginal in VR and in online spaces, despite already being technically achievable and available to the public. As such, voice remains the one close-to-intact physical impression of another person – a particularly vulnerable shadow that lets our mind speculate on what body could withhold it. This is quite mysterious to me and I wonder: is our ease of recording and transmitting live sound (compared to recording and transmitting 3D bodies) the reason why we do not disguise our voices in digital spaces? Would we default to avatars of ourselves if scanning ourselves convincingly was easier? Has our cultural obsession for visuals simply raided all our workforce? Or, perhaps, is there a particular attachment to sending our own naked voice out there?

    III. technical difficulties /  \ the cult of the technical

    The app crashed. My headset died. The controllers are not recognized. You’re so glitched. I fell through the floor. I have no idea what’s happening. I feel sick. I’m lagging so much.

    Image of VR avatars in an action pose near virtual water
    VR Chat avatars demonstrating avatar skinning issues and tracking glitch.

    We lack a word to describe the specific flavor of pain that we experience when technology fails us. We are so close to our devices that we flirt with being cyborgs: the immediate reactivity of our computer or our phone feels just like any other action that happens seamlessly from intention to execution. Grabbing a plate from the cupboard, aligning pens on a table, and juggling through dozens of tabs and apps require a similar level of effort. However, at times, we might attempt what feels like a simple digital action, such as fixing the alignment of a paragraph in one click or connecting our computer to the only printer in the area, and it fails. Something imperceptible stops us –  and this is infuriating. How to explain such fury, while we are aware of the complexity of the technology we use? Could it be connected to the profound sensation that technology should be easy, intuitive; the perfect extension of our will? These expectations of perfect performance and immediacy are in line with our expectations of high resolution when it comes to VR.  If it pretends to be a digital reality, then the technological interface ought to be a perfect continuation to our experience of the world. 

    Graphic quality aside, technical difficulties in VR are still dissuasive to many, as there is a heightened risk of bug/crash/undiagnosed issues compared to the platforms we are used to. One way of alleviating the anxiety one can feel when facing technical issues is to learn enough about the machines not to feel completely helpless – should it be VR, a 3D software, a synthesizer, etc. To many of us, this seems difficult to prioritize, and we would rather wait for simpler interfaces. However, I do believe we should examine our passive (or even avoidant) posture towards the efforts required to understand technology. Such passivity could have worse consequences than keeping us frustrated in front of a stubborn printer.

    Image of person with a VR headset on surrounded by white words drawn on a black wall
    Lone Wolves Stick Together VR by Nadja Lipsyc and Breach VR.

    Günther Anders’s (1956) concept of Promethean shame points at the inferiority complex we experience when we face the intricacy and performance of the technologies we have created. We escape that shame by avoiding any comparison to those machines – including our attempts at understanding them. We get used to machines thinking and executing for us, to the point we also lose track of our pragmatism and our faculty to foresee their impact on our lives. Our human abilities, both cognitive and emotional, cannot conceive the scale in which the things we create can operate. Anders takes the example of the nuclear bombs used in Hiroshima and Nagasaki in 1945 as a result of the gap between our understanding of concept and use. 

    With bringing more advanced technologies in larp, we can also question the gap between what we understand and what we might end up creating. As we merge larp with VR and with A.I., perhaps with little incentive to get more technologically educated, what use of our creations can we get blindsided by? 

    We are incapable of creating an image of something that we ourselves have made. To this extent we are inverted Utopians: whereas Utopians are unable to make the things they imagine, we are unable to imagine the things we make. (Anders 1981)

    Rather than being defeated by the fear of future technological monstrosities, we can take Anders’s analysis of industrial times as a call to stay active and involved when dealing with new technology. Rather than distancing ourselves from how things work and rather than constructing inconspicuous technologies, we can learn to keep discomfort, emotions and difficulties a part of human-computer interactions. In fact, our human limitations and anxiety must remain part of the future if we want the future to have room for humans. 

    Image of a person with VR goggles on er head looking at a laptop
    Photo of the author, Ancient Hours (2022).

    IV. poetics of  >presence< / <presence>

    “But why VR, when larp is about being there together?” 

    Fragments of VR presence:

    A distant voice calls, I turn the other way, just in time to see a silhouette of light vanish.

    Notes on Blindness, Ex Nihilo, ARTE France, Archer’s Mark 

    I pick up a pen and draw around me the roots of a tree 4 times my size. The ink pulsates to the repetitive rhythms of a track I chose. 

    Tilt Brush, Google

    I mute myself and approach my players as discreetly as possible. The sound is local, so I need to get close enough to hear them and judge whether it is a good time or not to trigger a flashback scene. 

    Lone Wolves Stick Together VR, by Nadja Lipsyc and Breach VR

    In a karaoke room where 20 people with accents from all over the world sing on top of each other, I notice that someone is trying to get my attention. Their avatar is small and doll-like and they jump around me. I open my wings wide and cover them entirely.

    The furry karaoke room by Duustu (VRChat)

    I am playing with the animated locks of my co-actor’s hair, while laying on a bed by the sea. Our avatars are almost spooning. The warm light is softly reflected on the mediterranean stones, and red curtains gently move with the breeze. The director yells “Cut!”, I remove the headset and find myself lying alone on a wooden platform, in vast and austere black film studios.

    Dates in Real Life, Maipo Film production.

    VR world with platforms on water and the moon overhead
    the space between us, a hybrid VR larp using VRChat, collaboration between Nadja Lipsyc and Josephine Rydberg.

    I already miss larping, the way it felt “to be there together” 15 years ago, and that is widely due to technological changes. I miss larping before the avalanche of websites, before we checked our smartphones in our beds after playtime, before social media tipped us on the best and the worst, and before a plethora of pictures would mold my mental representation of larps. 

    Most of all, I miss larping when we had few enough opportunities to play that most of us were full of anticipation and entirely present at each event. This first flavor of presence is related to a mental and emotional availability; an ability to bring focus and commitment to the current experience that is perceived as an exceptional occurrence. In a form relying on togetherness, the unavailability of some will impact the sentiment of presence of all. 

    This longing doesn’t mean I am not fully enjoying the options, media and discussions that I now have; but larp already feels different than it did when it comes to this quality of presence – both because of technology and of commodification (Seregina, 2019). Whether the larp is physical or virtual, I am interested in discussing how we can create, participate, organize and self-organize for that sort of presence. I am making this point first, because I do not believe that digital interfaces are the main obstacle to nurturing it.

    Image of a person with VR googles on
    From Dates in Real Life TV series (2024).

    “It’s not the same as being in the same place as someone else, it will never feel like a larp.”

    The term teleabsence (Friesen 2012) categorizes the lack of bodily flow of information that prevents us from fully understanding and enjoying one another online((See Lindemann, Schünemann (2020) for more discussion on the concept of presence in digital spaces.)): I cannot look you directly in the eyes, sense the warmth of your skin when we are close, see a chest inflate and deflate or perhaps catch onto a loud deglutition. All of these clues are what allow us to react to one another in subtle and intimate ways. In this sense and as of now,((We should of course imagine a near future where most of our perceptible biofeedback can be transmitted to our avatars.)) VR is more mediated: there is a stronger need to represent or magnify our emotions if we want to convey them. Much like roleplaying with masks, our body language doesn’t disappear, but we must make it bigger to be understood. Although we can get accustomed to it with practice, and although some can experience phantom touch,((Phenomenon when a VR user gets physical sensations from perceiving a virtual touch or impact. VR is frequently used as a treatment for phantom pain or as exposure therapy due to its ability to trick our sense of reality.)) it is undeniable that VR larping takes us away from these finely sensual encounters and confabulations. However, it can be intimate, raw, and strange too. 

    Co-creation between VR players can flower just as much into the moments of beauty which Stenros and MacDonald (2020) also refer to as presence: “being sensitive to the emotions around you, understanding the exact situation, creating the right character response, feeling the emotion.” Presence in VR also has its signature poetics which lie in the expressive fluidity of spaces and bodies, in the playfulness of planes and perspectives, in the richness of sound integration and in forbidden intimacies. 

    Space and scale become potentially expressive and reactive as both the environments and the bodies you chose can be molded following your emotions or intentions: they can be gigantic or minuscule, they can form a vast open field or the most angular of cells, etc. We rarely intentionally fully design physical larps taking into consideration the perspectives of our space, where people are, how they can hear one another. VR spaces can be fully understood by the designers, either because they built them, or because visiting them and learning all their nooks and crannies is only a headset away. This option opens a more filmic or theatrical relationship to larp creation, which calls to refine our relation to larpmakers’ artistry, artistic emergence, and players’ creative agency.

    But a rather easy and crucial element that I want to highlight is the potential that lies within VR larp sound design. Surround sound with outputs all around the space can create an “immersive” soundscape a lot more easily than by using physical sound sources or speakers in real life larp. On top of this immersive soundscape, you can localize sound sources as expressively as you desire: to bring objects to life, to bring participants’ attention to a specific spot, etc. And finally, you can create player-specific sound cues: whisper directly to the ear of each of your players, have them hear individual musics or, like in Lone Wolves Stick Together VR, have individual streams of thoughts for each character. This larp is about contradictory desires and introspection, and the streams of thoughts are triggered between each roleplaying scene to represent or prompt an evolving mental state. The soundtracks therefore help to guide the players going from act to act: from doubts to nostalgia, to disillusion, despair, and then finally, truth.

    Image of menu pulled up in VR environment
    Screenshot from the prototype of Lone Wolves Stick Together, developed by Breach VR.

    Sound alone can induce sensations of variation, call back previous moments, and give spatial and environmental impressions. Blackbox larps often rely on soundscapes and music to displace the fiction to a different place, and, with VR sound design, this trick is all the more potent: we can recreate the acoustics of an immensely tall building, make the players’ footsteps sound wet or frosty, create a musical space that reacts to players movements, etc.

    There would be a lot more to explore and describe when touching upon the poetics of presence in VR, but the last trail I will allude to here is that of forbidden or impossible intimacies. VR lets us be where we shouldn’t be: in places that are inaccessible to the public, in places where sustaining life is impossible, in voyeuristic points of view. This emotion of looking at an impossible artifact from up close, of being a ghost, of being a speck of dust in a piano, of seeing someone from behind another person’s eyes, triggers an uncomfortable and shy curiosity that I have found to be a VR-specific source of inspiration.

    V. the possibility of larp as mass media

    It matters what matters we use to think other matters with; it matters what stories we tell to tell other stories with; it matters what knots knot knots, what thoughts think thoughts, what descriptions describe descriptions, what ties tie ties. It matters what stories make worlds, what worlds make stories. (Donna Haraway 2016)

    Larp has changed a lot over the past decade. It has become more international, more professional, it has blossomed into a vast array of players’ aspirations and of creative styles, it has even become mainstream in China (Shuo & al. 2022) and commonly played as an online form (Otting 2022). Industrial media and mainstream entertainment have had a more or less distant eye on larp; from big tech companies to audiovisual studios and theme parks. This proximity with the industry reinforces the expansionist dream that is a source of both excitement and trepidation among larpers. As someone working professionally with larp and VR, the first question I am asked when talking to game studios or stakeholders is: how can we reach more players or sell more copies? It is a question which generally turns into: how can we automate the game mastering or facilitation, massify the experience?

    VR image of structures in a desert landscape
    the space between us, a hybrid VR larp using VRChat, collaboration between Nadja Lipsyc and Josephine Rydberg.

    VR, like many new technologies, is connected to an all-encompassing need to massify. Its biggest actors, which are Facebook/Meta, Google and soon Apple, operate on a mass level, with only widespread adoption being able to stomach the developmental costs of their technologies and projects. Similarly, massification is what would allow more larp designers to live off their craft, and perhaps even prosper from it – an unprecedented potential.

    I have been thinking that larp and VR were a match made in heaven due to their common affordances and potentials for presence, interaction, spatial creation, etc. (Lipsyc 2017). Retrospectively, I wonder how much of my initial excitement came from contemplating those creative potentials, and how much came from another sort of intuition: that larp could be the most appropriate form to create an immersive mass media.

    With immersive technologies being more and more customer friendly and with the ascend of creative A.I., larp will potentially be able to rely on procedural environments,((Procedural generation combines human-crafted assets with algorithms to automate and randomize the creation of large amounts of content, for instance entire game environments.)) scenes and characters. Similarly, our most brilliant designers might train digital automated facilitators, which could be combined with massively multiplayer immersive digital spaces and even possibly persistent open worlds.((Persistent worlds are digital spaces that are maintained online for all players to join and leave as they please without losing any data.)) This might thus be the way for larp creators to land an industrial career, but what are the other implications?

    Image of a VR world with avatars reaching through portals to toward each other the space between us, a hybrid VR larp using VRChat, collaboration between Nadja Lipsyc and Josephine Rydberg.

    Who’s getting paid for larp?

    Larp is not free as is – it comes with a lot of labor, which in our society must be paid by someone (in this case, the designers and their direct support network for non-profit larps, as well larper-customers for commercialized ones) – and it is not free to attend, with continuously inflating participation costs. The cost is mutual, just like the quality of a larp experience relies sometimes almost equally on designers’, organizers’ and players’ competence and engagement (Torner 2020; Jones, Koulu, & Torner 2016). Altogether, larp has been dependent on the goodwill and gratefulness that exists between designers, organizers and players. 

    However, this goodwill might collapse like a house of cards if larp effectively leads to some people becoming individually prosperous, famous or ascending socially thanks to the free labor of many others. The digital age has been normalizing free creative labor that people do at home: social media relies on its own customers’ content creation, creative A.I. is growing thanks to the free training its customers provide, and a mass media based on larp is just as likely to run thanks to the free contribution of its players. In other terms, many of us are or will be working a daytime job in order to be able to pay to work a creative job.((Günther Anders (1956) writes: “In a certain way, each individual is employed and occupied as a domestic worker . . . whereas the classical domestic worker made products in order to assure himself of a minimum of consumer goods and leisure, today’s domestic worker consumes a maximum number of leisure products in order to collaborate in the production of the mass-man.”))

    Larp as a sustainable practice

    A wonderful quality of larp is that it can be a very sustainable activity, given that we do not order cheap Chinese merchandise for costuming and that we do not fly ourselves to faraway countries every time we’re given a chance to (Brown 2022). As such, the environmental costs and political questions that come from working with technology are still unforeseen in larp. From relying on A.I. which demands extreme amounts of energy to train, to persistent multiplayer digital spaces, the maintenance of which also depends on keeping powerful computers churning at all times, and to supporting the electronics industry where mere components are obtained through excessive mining of rare materials at the expense of ecosystems and underprivileged workers in South America, Africa and South Asia (Asher 2022).

    To remain sustainable, must we oppose the development of larp in the industry? Or, by excluding ourselves from those chances out of moral purity, do we also exclude ourselves from decision-making and shaping what this artform can become? How to react and act in the face of the climate crisis and what to do with industrial capitalism are questions that vastly exceed the scope of this article, but the possibility of industrial development should always come with self-reflection. 

    Several people posing, two with VR headsets on the space between us (2022) crew.

    What other realities will we create?

    If larp makers are potential creators for a future mass media, their influence and creative choices will radiate beyond our small community and pervade the general society. Both for the sake of our current community and our future practices, we must examine the realities we have been creating and plan to create. In particular, we must interrogate our tendency to reenact a glamourized dominant history (see Wood & Holkar in this volume). Nietzsche (1874) warned us against the temptation of over-studying history and fetishizing the past; such a tendency to “idle in the garden of knowledge” prevents us from taking action to bravely shape our lives.

    Not only can a fantasy based on historical fallacy further cut us from the desire and ability to impact the current history, but our romanticisation of history is also contributing to making larp a space perceived as white and exclusive. Larp is not a diverse form for many reasons, one of them being that it ceaselessly recycles eurocentric history, representation, and codes of conduct. This isn’t to say that larp is particularly flawed as a form or a community. In fact, larp has more representation of gender and sexual minorities than most tech fields.((We now see the impact of these population biases on the technology these fields create (Zalnieriute & Cutts 2022, Buolamwini 2019).)) Yet, larp is profoundly biased.((See on YouTube the Larpers of Color Panel – Unlocking the Spectrum from Knutpunkt 2018 with great insights from Jonaya Kemper, Mo Holkar, Clio Davis, Aina Skjønsfjell Lakou, Kat Jones & Ross Cheung. See also Kemper (2018) and Holkar (2020).)) What body we wear, what space we create, those are not simply a creator’s preference or some fan service; those are statements on the digital future we are vouching for, and we now have very concrete options to challenge our usual aesthetics.

    Massification’s impact on the artform

    As a mass media, larp wouldn’t be the form that we now know –  it would not be, feel or look the same, and we might never recognize it as larp. We might call it worldhopping, sim, VR MMORPG or VR gaming, and this immersive mass media might even mostly ignore the larp community’s praxis and reconstruct its own independent history towards storyworld-building and roleplaying. 

    In all cases, massification calls for mainstream content: less room and visibility would be given to experimental forms, but a bigger number of people would be getting something out of it. If it is anything like other mass media, an immersive mass media would be a constant flux of standardized content, of adaptations and of franchises. A.I. content creation being a condition to massify larp, we are likely to witness a new degree of standardization((Usva Seregina (2019) already pointed at the standardization that stems from commodification.)) in larp and across all artforms. 

    Image of VR green fox avatar with several books in front of them
    Lone Wolves Stick Together VR (2023) by Nadja Lipsyc and Breach VR.

    Another consequence of using A.I. in our creative processes is that it can go as far as removing the dialectic we engage in with our creative materials: instead of dealing with the limitations that come with mastering a media, a material or an interface, we generate references and tweak them to get closer to our intuition or what we imagine. These limitations are what allow us to think of original solutions: it is because I cannot program the physics system I have in mind that I am adding the extra jumping power to my character which turns out to be the most fun part of the game, it is because the pigments I can access are not the right shade of blue that my sky is a bit green and all the more evocative, it is because I cannot find the right drum set in my sounds library that I recorded and distorted the sound of a bottle floating on the shore, relentlessly hitting a rock. Originality often comes from that friction between what we desire to create and what we can achieve. In a world of automated combinations of references, not only are we losing control and mastery over the creative technologies we use, we might accidentally lose one of our greatest creative tools: our ability to find ways to overcome difficulties.

    Recorded larps

    An additional disruptive potential for the larp form is the possibility to fully record a runtime: from all the players’ points of view, from all corners and angles. As of now, larp can contain a lot of secrets and privacy; a confession far away at the edge of the playscape, a joke that would only be appropriate for your good mate to hear, an off-game discussion to talk about a personal trigger, etc. In a virtual space, larp can be recorded, witnessed or re-lived. A larp recording can be an immersive reality roleplay TV experience for an external audience, or a pilgrimage through our own memory for returning players. Challenging the ephemeral and private attributes of larp, immersive mass media could become a persistent form, a voyeuristic form, and a place of collective memory (Yasseri & al. 2022).

    Much customized such me wow

    Streaming platforms, e-commerce platforms and social media all rely on learning and predicting customer preferences. Any digital mass-production is going towards data-driven content. As such, we can easily imagine that commercial data-driven larp would be informed by our recorded player behavior. Characters could be customized for us – with the tensions, surprises and alien elements we need, with the themes and flamboyance we want to address, with the aesthetic variations that feel the closest to our deeper selves. Although cultural products are already sold to us using the familiar language of our cultures, subcultures and social class, roleplay and identity play add the use of our own individual data: biofeedback, idiosyncrasies, fantasies and aspirations, furthering the ability to customize our online and offline experiences.

    How to remain critical without being left out?

    Images of humanoid avatars in VRChat
    VRChat avatars. Photo courtesy of Rikke Jansen.

    A larp mass media could also be extraordinarily connecting, enriching and educational. Larp has allowed a lot of us to explore our identity, to overcome personal limits, to develop a sense of community, to expand our knowledge and creativity – why not open those wonderfully enriching opportunities to everyone? Why deprive ourselves of contributing to a field that might make larp creators prosperous? Why shield ourselves from the excitement of discovering more immersive forms that might enthrall and stimulate us?

    Automation, sustainability and accessibility are complex and abstract concepts that are close to impossible to grasp and handle at an individual level. However, we can aim to develop tools to measure impact and risks, and balance out our contributions. We can ask what our environmental budget is. Or how much do we use free labor for our own interest? And how much do we truly return to the wider community? 

    This isn’t a radical solution to oppose the changes of the world, but to keep in touch with our complex realities and remain alert enough to make decisions for ourselves and as citizens. Industrial arts and new technologies are defined by a rapid progression, a rush to new projects and new ideas in order to “make it”, with little breathing time spent on forming critical opinions. Such speed, combined with the massification of our expression and desire to constantly create more and more content has been flagged by thinkers contemporary to the rise of fascism in Europe – the school of Frankfurt, Günther Anders, Hanna Arendt, Guy Debord (1967), etc.

    Walter Benjamin (1936) ends his famous text The Work of Art in the Age of Mechanical Reproduction with the following sentences: 

    Fascism attempts to organize the newly created proletarian masses without affecting the property structure which the masses strive to eliminate. Fascism sees its salvation in giving these masses not their right, but instead a chance to express themselves.

    He urges us to remain critical thinkers and active actors, as opposed to creators and consumers. Similarly, Hannah Arendt (1953) argues in Understanding and Politics that fascism does not build on the radicalization of masses, but in deconstructing their ability to form opinions. With the possibility of our community being closely involved in immersive mass media and disruptive technology, we must confront one another, debate, take stances, and use the democracy tools accordingly, however eroded and illusionary they seem to be – voting, protesting, rioting.

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    Günther Anders (1956): The Obsolescence of Mankind. Editions de l’Encyclopédie des Nuisances, Editions Ivréa. Vol. 1. English translation publically available on https://libcom.org/

    Günther Anders (1981): The nuclear threat, Radical reflections on the atomic age. Beck

    Hannah Arendt (1953): Understanding and Politics. Partisan Review, vol. 20.

    Claire Asher (2022): Playing dangerously: The environmental impact of video gaming consoles. Mongabayhttps://news.mongabay.com/2022/10/playing-dangerously-the-environmental-impact-of-video-gaming-consoles/, ref. July 2023.

    Walter Benjamin (1935): The work of art at the age of reproduction. In Illuminations, edited by Hannah Arendt. Schocken Books, 1969.

    Sarah Lynne Bowman (2017): Immersion into Larp. First-Person Scholar. http://www.firstpersonscholar.com/immersion-into-larp/,  ref August 2023.

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    Karijn van der Heij (2021): We Share This Body: Tools to Fight Appearance-Based Prejudice at Larps for Participants and Organizers. In Book of Magic, edited by Kari Kvittingen Djukastein, Marcus Irgens, Nadja Lipsyc, and Lars Kristian Løveng Sunde. Oslo, Norway: Knutepunkt, 2021. 

    Mo Holkar (2016):  Larp and Prejudice. In Larp Realia, edited by Jukka Särkijärvi, Mika Loponen and Kaisa Kangas. Solmukohta 2016.

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    Katherine Castiello Jones, Sanna Koulu, and Evan Torner (2016): Playing at Work: Labor, Identity and Emotion in Larp. In Larp Politics. In Systems, Theory, and Gender in Action, edited by Kaisa Kangas, Mika Loponen  and Jukka Särkijärv. Ropecon ry.

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    Friedrich Nietzsche (1874): On the Advantage and Disadvantage of History for life, Hackett, 1980.

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    Natasha Padfield, Kenneth Camilleri, Tracey Camilleri, Simon Fabri, and Marvin Bugeja (2022): A Comprehensive Review of Endogenous EEG-Based BCIs for Dynamic Device Control. In Sensors 22, vol. 15.

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    Jaakko Stenros and James Lórien MacDonald (2020): Beauty in Larp. In What Do We Do When We Play? edited by Eleanor Saitta, Johanna Koljonen, Jukka Särkijärvi, Anne Serup Grove, Pauliina Männistö, & Mia Makkonen. Solmukohta.

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    VR Experiences and Softwares

    Ayahuasca VR (2020): Experience by Atlas V, Small Studio by MacGuff, and Ryot.Dates in Real Life (2024): Series partly shot in VR, directed by Jakob Rorvik and produced by Maipo Films for NRK.

    Drift (2015): VR die and retry by Ferdinand Dervieux and Aby Batti.

    Eat, Sleep, VR, Repeat (2023): Fatboy Slim Concert by EngageVR.

    Gravity Sketch:  VR native design software that allows you to model 3D objects with collaborators.

    Lone Wolves Stick Together VR: larp designed by Nadja Lipsyc as part of the Norwegian National Artistic Research PhD program. Developed with Breach VR and playtested in 2023. Older prototypes were tested in 2020 and 2018.

    Notes on Blindness: Into Darkness (2016): short film directed by Arnaud Colinart, Amaury La Burthe, Peter Middleton & James Spinney and produced by Ex Nihilo, ARTE France, Archer’s Mark.

    VRChat (since 2014): social online virtual world platform that relies on Unity-based user-content. VRChat worlds mentioned in this article: Club Babylon by Rikke Jansen (private), VR Furry Karaoke by Duutsu (public), Wind and Grass by Byanca (public).

    Further Relevant VR Experiences

    Ancient Hours (2022): a hybrid VR larp using VRChat, collaboration between Nadja Lipsyc (Design) and Josephine Rydberg (Production). Playtested at Grenselandet 2022 and premiered at The Smoke 2023.

    Oxymore (2022): Jean-Michel Jarre Concert by Vrroom.

    The Under Presents: Tempest (2020): immersive theater piece directed by Samantha Gorman and produced by Tenderclaws.

    Welcome to the Respite (2021): immersive theater piece by the Ferryman Collective.

    Talks

    VR & Larp (2017), talk by Nadja Lipsyc, State of the Larp.

    VR & the Future of Larp (2021), panel discussion organized by Anders Gredal Berner, facilitated by Johanna Koljonen, with Francis Brady, Rasmus Hogdall, Nadja Lipsyc, Bjarke Pedersen, Josefine Rydberg, Knutpunkt.


    This article has been reprinted with permission from the Solmukohta 2024 book. Please cite as:

    Lipsyc, Nadja. 2024. “Comments on VR, Larp, Technology, Creation: Aesthetics, Possibility and Ethics of an Immersive Mass Media.” In Liminal Encounters: Evolving Discourse in Nordic and Nordic Inspired Larp, edited by Kaisa Kangas, Jonne Arjoranta, and Ruska Kevätkoski. Helsinki, Finland: Ropecon ry.


    Cover photo: VRChat avatars. Image authorized by Rikke Jansen.

  • Odysseus A Retrospective (2019)

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    Content Advisory: This article may contain plot spoilers for the larp Odysseus.

    This is a slightly tweaked version of the original post I put on Facebook on Sunday July 21, 2019, regarding my thoughts on the second run of the Finnish larp, Odysseus, that ran over July 4-6 2019 in Helsinki.

    “It’s not enough to survive, one has to be worthy of survival”.

    Commander Adama, Battlestar Galactica

    This article discusses my experience of participating in the 2019 run of the Finnish larp Odysseus, which was organized by Laura Kröger, Sanna Hautala and Antti Kumpulainen (backed up by a huge crew). This was my first time at a larp of this nature (I’ve been playing and running larp’s since the early 1990s) but I should also mention I had lost my love of larp by this point due to some extremely negative experiences so it was with some trepidation I would eventually go to this game with a view to it being my swansong. I didn’t really know what to expect or how I should play it. 

    TL;DR, I had an amazing time at the very best larp I’ve ever been to.

    What was Odysseus?

    I’d been looking for a large European “mega-larp” (for lack of a better term) for a while but if I was going to spend roughly £500+ on a game, I wanted it to be something that was in my sphere of interest.  A good friend of mine who had previously gone to Lotka-Volterra, sent me the link for this one and it seemed to tick all of the boxes that I was looking for. As I think the team behind Odysseus freely admitted, the game background was very much Battlestar Galactica with the serial numbers filed off. The background to the game was that a colony of humans who left Earth hundreds of years ago were wiped out in a surprise attack by sentient machines (so very much the beginning of Battlestar Galactica). The game was set in the immediate aftermath of that attack. We were on the ECS Odysseus, one of the last surviving battleships of the colonies. As players we would be playing members of the crew of that ship, as well as survivors who had been picked up either before the game started or would be as the game progressed.

    mess hall of the space ship build in i Finnish school Photo by James Bloodworth

    Pre-game

    The game was cast from pre-written characters, which meant that instead of writing up your own character’s backstory and fitting it in with the game universe, you filled out a questionnaire as to your preference of play styles and then the GM’s “cast” you into a role they thought lined up with your answers. The questions were such as how much you enjoy a certain play style, if you like having secrets, if you like romance plots, etc. For example, I remember one question asking which of the character groups I was interested in; I put down either Engineer, Scientist, or Bridge Officer.

    Seemingly at odds with my wishes, I was cast as a Marine, a soldier. Between laser tag and larp, I have played an awful lot of military-type roles over the years and had been hoping for something different. It seemed I wasn’t alone in being unhappy with my given character and we were offered an alternative; we could put in for a swap and see what happened, and I very nearly did. In the end, however, I thought playing another soldier-type character after doing it so many times would actually be an aid to my roleplay as I would be going into relatively unfamiliar larp territory and having some idea how to play in a military manner might be beneficial.

    We got the main character briefs in May 2019 and by that stage there was a touch of anxiety creeping in about the game in itself, to the degree that I put off properly reading it for a couple of weeks. I think what was bothering me was the fact that I was flying to another country to play a game with people I had never met before. It had been a while since I’d done anything like that and I guess it was the fear of the unknown getting to me. When I finally did open and read it, it all seemed relatively straightforward and nicely written, a rounded character with a few nuances I was fairly confident I would be able to pull off. I was able to condense key items into roughly half a page of bullet points. The only document I would need to refer to during the game was the universe timeline and that was mainly for dates.

    I would be playing Kerrie Ray, Petty Officer 2nd Class, Alpha team Marine, ESS Odysseus. He was an orphan who had defied his adoptive parents’ wishes by enlisting in the Marine Corps as they had wanted him to be a doctor. He was training to be a combat medic as a nod to this. When I read the character, his true parentage was a mystery.

    Making contact with the players of other characters mentioned in my character briefing was encouraged and I did my best to do just that. Some were mysterious (as I would learn before their briefing). I can’t thank our team leader enough for setting up an Alpha team Facebook chat group; that helped a lot with getting the team bonding.Truth be told I was incredibly happy at how well and quickly the team did bond once the game got going; it really did feel like we’d been serving together for months, both our team and the rest of the crew. I arrived in Helsinki the day before the game started. As you could stop by at the game site the night before the game, it was how we got our first glimpses into what only a few weeks ago had been a junior high school. Thursday brought a day of workshops where we figured out where we would be sleeping, got a more extensive tour of the “ship”, and an introduction to some of the tech/equipment we would be using. In addition we went through some off game rules of the game, the ideals behind it, etc. I was quite taken by the “play to lift” (Vejdemo 2018) and “empty chair” concepts, and I was also inspired to incorporate them into my own larps.

    space ship hallway in blue lighting Photo by James Bloodworth

    The game

    Time In happened at around 18:00 on Thursday with the playing of the national anthem of the colonies (a specially commissioned piece by Hannu Sinerva and Helena Haaparanta) and when that finished, the larp started. A core element of the game to those who were part of the ship’s crew, was the shift system, divided into Solar and Lunar. Solar shift was 04:00 to 12:00 and then 16:00 to 20:00 and Lunar the inverse. Alpha team was on Solar and Beta on Lunar. You were encouraged to be mindful of your own welfare and to sleep/eat when you were meant to, and also to keep hydrated. The shift system meant that at least half of the ship’s crew would be awake at any one time although realistically it was more than that. I estimate that over the 48 hours duration of the larp I slept for maybe 5-6, if that. My team was roughly similar but the thing was (as I think we commented at one stage) we didn’t feel tired, probably due to the adrenaline (and copious amounts of coffee). Food was served around the clock and there was always lots of it.  

    One issue that arose was that nearly all of the officer stations were duplicated between shifts with a couple of exceptions, one of them being the chief of security (who was also in charge of the marines). At one stage he had been on his feet for so long that we finally got him to take a couple of hours rest in the brig (comfiest bed in the whole ship) where we could try and make sure he wasn’t disturbed. I’d have put in a nominated second and tried to ensure there was some kind of handover between shifts. As it was, agreed tasks got lost between shifts – like I said to him at one stage, “Next time you want us to arrest a senator, just leave a post-it on one of the monitors!”

    As the marine team we had several duties to perform when on our shift:

    • Watch the security room and look for and investigate suspicious activity on the cameras
    • Guard the brig and ensure prisoner security/comfort
    • Patrol the ship
    • Defend the ship in case of any incursion (like that was never going to happen!)
    • Participate in Away Missions as required
    secure air lock door Photo by James Bloodworth

    That last part was one of the highlights of the game for me. As a marine team we got to go in the shuttle (a minibus where all the windows were blacked out) to somewhere in the Finnish woods looking for ancient beacons (these would take the form of locked metal boxes that the science team back on the ship would open and decipher). It was hoped that these would eventually lead us back to Earth. These ground missions were definitely something I was familiar with in terms of larp as I’ve run around a lot of woods in my time! On the missions we had one trooper with a custom vest/helmet with a GoPro camera mounted on the front so a live feed could be transmitted back to the Bridge. In addition, the feed was also shown on the huge projector screen in the mess hall back on the ship so everyone else could see what we were doing. This would turn out to be a double edged sword on our first mission.

    Our first mission was to track down one of the aforementioned ancient beacons. We managed to find it, but to get to it we had to scale a loose shale hill in the rain, on which it was being guarded by some local inhabitants. My character wasn’t sure who they were, criminals, lost colonists, etc. Ultimately, whoever they were didn’t matter to us. They were overtly belligerent, they had something we needed and they were heavily armed. One of our team (Leone) had been attempting to flank their left side, which she did beautifully, but as she popped up ready to fire, the battery powered Nerf gun she was carrying failed. It started to spin up and then died, resulting in her being taken hostage.  

    Speaking of NERF, I wouldn’t have advocated using Laser-Tag indoors (although with the recent data refinements this might work now). Outdoors however, NERF-darts were being tossed in the wind so you needed to practically get to point blank, and the battery powered guns failed at more than one critical moment. Using something like Laser-Tag would have made that combat much more intense, but I can appreciate why we had what we had.

    Looking back it was never going to end diplomatically as once we all got to the top and were trying to negotiate with them, they then started to make ever more outrageous demands in exchange for the beacon they had found that we wanted. Their primary demand seemed to be for food and medical supplies, so I said I had both. As I slowly opened my belt pouch with my gun lowered; their leader shouted something and opened fire, meaning that we then had to start shooting or engage them in hand to hand combat. Hunter (the team leader) would then be shown on live feed dispatching the fallen. Not a great look, and I was worried that would come back to haunt us so I gathered the team afterwards and made sure we had our stories straight in case it did. Ultimately nothing did happen and there were no consequences from this incident, was this a missed chance?  Potentially, I’ve done court martials in larps before and they can be very intense for those involved, but there probably wouldn’t have been time within the game to allow for it.

    This encounter was perhaps the first hint that the larp was built as a railroad scenario; we had to get the beacon to find out where to go next in order to progress, and this is something that would be repeated. The ship would jump, the duty marines would undertake a mission to retrieve the beacon, the science team would then decode it.  

    Both Alpha and Beta teams would engage in various land missions throughout the course of the larp. Sometimes they were short (where we just went to a cargo container/bunker) other times we would need to go out in anti-radiation gear and go for a long march in the Finnish forest. As alluded to earlier, going on missions into a forest is something I’ve done a lot of, so I was completely comfortable with this part of the game. It’s always thrilling and immersive walking through the trees, weapon in hand, trying to look in all directions for any potential threat.

    surveilance screens Photo by James Bloodworth

    Of course shipboard duties and land missions as a marine was only half of the game. I also had my actual character background to explore and resolve as well. Ultimately, through the course of the game when I wasn’t on duty, I would discover I was a Royal Bastard who had potentially the best claim to the currently empty throne. I told my best friend who then introduced me to her senator sister, who immediately suggested an alliance, then marriage, and then babies all in the space of about 15 minutes.

    The marriage proposal came at the end of a whole series of revelations about my character which came as one hit after another to the extent I went off and hid in the engine room for a while (laying down next to a Jump Drive Reactor is surprisingly soothing). It also led to a state of decision paralysis which I’ve experienced a few times at larps. Now, to my mind this is where my character is presented with a choice but is hesitant to proceed in one direction or the other as the player is worried about the ramifications to other players. Basically, I was out of character worried that if I accepted the proposal I might be breaking someone else’s game. I have to thank a friend for his advice as he came over at one stage to check how things were going and after I told him what had happened, he gave me some advice in the form of three words: “Embrace the chaos”. I did.

    In short, I got married, tried to assume my throne, only to have my claim (temporarily) thrown out. It felt just like the episode of Game of Thrones where Ned Stark was clutching Robert Baraetheon’s last will and testament only to have it thrown in his face by Cersei Lannister, an incredibly tense scene, well played by all involved. I’ve mentioned before how play-to-lift was emphasized during the initial workshops and this scene is one of my favorite moments, even though my character came out the other side broken. There was an intensity I’ve only encountered a few times, helped by the great costumes, the scenography and proppage and the previously mentioned sound and light effects, it’s times like this you really become the character in the situation.

    That senate meeting, coupled with a few other things, meant that the character was at a low ebb when the red alert sounded followed by the announcement we were being boarded. I did what any marine would do: I shook myself down and got ready for combat. Getting to the armory there were no protective vests left, so I picked up a second gun and went looking for the enemy machines. We knew they were coming, but we had no idea where. For one of the few times during the game I reverted back to being me for a second and wondered: if I was doing this (I’ve both staged and helped to stage similar attacks in the past), where would I launch my attack? 

    Part of the transformation from the school to the spaceship involved blocking off thoroughfares and creating false walls. I think I figured it out a few seconds before I saw the red lights on the mesh grill on the ceiling. They were going to come from a corner of the mess hall. I dashed over there and stood ready on the staircase facing it, shouting at the civilians to get back. The false door opened and out they came. Now I had two Nerf guns, a springer and a battery powered. Typically the battery powered Nerf gun jammed on the second or third shot so I was left with the springer which I then used to dispatch one of the mechanical monstrosities, but I was peppered with their shots and fell dramatically to the floor.

    The attack was repulsed and I then got dragged to med-bay and hauled onto the diagnostic table, where I was laying in the warm (fake) blood of the previous patient. The doctors got me patched up and I got moved onto a normal bed as there were a lot of customers that day.

    white table with a medical scanner Photo by James Bloodworth

    It was quite hard to die in the game unless you wanted to and then you would talk to the GMs, who would organize it for you. Maybe that had been in the back of my mind when going to fight the machines, maybe I was volunteering to get shot, to go down in a blaze of glory. I did consider killing the character at that stage and it was still something I was considering.

    I closed my eyes for a moment and then I heard a voice say, “I thought I told you not to die”. I looked up into the eyes of my new wife, and explained how I thought that my dying would have solved a few problems for people, including her. Whilst seeing my point of view she argued I would be much more use alive.

    Re-invigorated I sat up and whilst talking to a doctor I saw Lee Savage (a fellow marine on Beta Team) laying on one of the beds. I asked how she was doing, and the doctor just shook his head. As I looked back, they were covering her body in a sheet and taking her away on a stretcher. Part of my character brief had been to break up Leone and Lee (who I thought had been stringing Leone along on false pretenses) and I had achieved this relatively early on. So when Lee died and they then found an engagement ring in her pocket, it just hit me like an emotional slice of lemon, wrapped around an atomic powered freight train. I have cried before at larps, but not for a while and not with this much power. I solidly lost it for a good few minutes.

    I was trying to clean myself up when Abrankowitz (security chief and in charge of the Marines) came in and told me he needed all hands. The sleeve of my jacket was still wet from all the tears but I picked myself up, walked into security, grabbed a gun and asked where the situation was.

    The finale

    A long time ago I gave a presentation about larp on how as a writer/GM I structured my games, and one of the things I touched upon was that I considered a larp to often have a three-act structure (not unlike a lot of films) with each part as important as the other, the three parts I mean are: 

    • The Setup (everything before the larp)
    • The Chase (The larp)
    • The Pay Off (The ending of the larp)

    Players can have a great game but a rubbish ending and vice versa and how the game ends can color your memories of the game as a whole.

    The game came to an end when an attempt at a diplomatic solution with the machines failed and a suicide mission was launched which took out the machine primary “nerve centre” with a large nuke, followed by one last jump. As players we had committed genocide in the name of self defence against another sentient species, albeit one that was trying to exterminate us first. 

    I know some players have taken issue with how we survived (e.g., Bergstresser 2022). Apparently there were three potential endings we could have achieved but all were mostly variations on a theme. I know some players aren’t happy that it seems diplomacy never had a chance, and I have seen Odysseus referred to as a “railroad larp”, meaning that we could take any number of decisions on the journey but we were always going to get to the same destination. There was some variance but it was always going to boil down to a decision no-one was going to want to make. 

    I’m genuinely torn on this. As a character, I was completely happy with the decision to wipe the machines out, as they’d tried to kill me and everyone else earlier in the day and wipe out our civilization. As a GM and writer of larps, I’m really very torn. I like giving my players choices, forcing them to debate the moral quandary over their actions before they have to make a decision. I’ve read some of the Facebook comments from the GM team about how the game was always driving us to make this ultimate choice. It seems there was no winning here, just degrees of losing. In effect, no “happy ending”. In a lot of ways this is completely in line with the Battlestar Galactica (2003) TV series that this game was inspired by.  

    I’ve since learned that the ending was apparently premature and we should have had a little longer to try and resolve any outstanding plot lines. For me though, personally speaking, this was a good place to end. I loved my last scene where I found myself unexpectedly with my “wife” and whilst I would have liked to try and resolve my royal plot line more it felt like it was still wide open should there ever be any opportunity to take that forward in the future.

    laboratory in stainless steel Photo by James Bloodworth

    Post game

    After the game we broke down into small groups for a character debrief with a GM where we talked about both the positive and negative aspects of our characters and how we related to them. Once this was complete we then broke into our larger profession groups (for me this was the rest of the Marines and security team) and we then discussed aspects of each other’s characters that we had liked and respected.

    This depth of retrospection so soon after a game was a first for me but it led to an overwhelming positive feeling that I’ve rarely experienced before, to the extent that we were one of the last groups to finish this exercise as we all had so much to say. We then had the after party (although alcohol free as we were still on school grounds) and it was great to finally talk to people as opposed to their characters.

    Analysis

    I had heard this game referred to as a “Clockwork larp”, roughly translating as multiple individual parts, moving independently on a loop to drive the larger machine forward. This is probably as good a description as I could give. I never thought 360 degree immersion was possible in a larp, let alone in a sci-fi setting, but the level of immersion was just astounding.

    So many different facets from set construction, make up, sound, lighting, all worked together in a synchronicity I’ve only ever seen in professional productions costing much more than this did. The project management on this was incredible but it felt flawless; if this was clockwork larp, then it was supported by a clockwork crew.

    The technical achievements were many and varied: 

    • A functional Bridge set (with view screens, controls, maps, etc.
    • Laptops liberally sprinkled around the ship with access to a news/mail system so you could send other characters messages
    • Engine room systems based on a NASA software framework
    • Integrated lighting, you knew when it was Yellow/Red/Jump alert
    • RFID tags on the walls and on the props that could be scanned by smartphones running a custom app with which you could do tasks
    • The aforementioned helmet cam that went on the away missions
    • The soundscape that changed in different areas of the ship and through jumps
    huge metal turbine Photo by James Bloodworth

    As a friend said to me, any one of these systems would have been noteworthy in a game, but to have all of them integrated in the way that they were is still an achievement I’m in awe of. There was the occasional glitch but it all worked! I work in IT professionally, and know how much tech they must have had to drive all of this and then some. 

    Then there was the crew, roughly the same number as the players (over 100) and yet always where they needed to be, when they needed to be, with absolute precision. I’ve often equated running a larp with being akin to keeping plates spinning on sticks, but over 100 players were effectively and efficiently herded and I have problems doing that with 20 players.

    They also had a 24 hour safety team and a time-out room where you could go if the game was getting too much for you. There was so much emotion in the game: we had tears and laughter, joy and pain, comedy and drama, we ran the full spectrum. The intensity of the collaboration between players was something I’ve rarely encountered but hope to again.

    What did Odysseus mean to me?

    A new love of larp, which was something I thought I’d lost.

    New friendships made with people I hope to see/larp with again in the future.

    A new appreciation for the Finnish/Nordic style of larp. I’ve read a lot about it but this was probably my first proper exposure. In particular the concept of “Play to Lift” (Vejdemo 2018) and “empty chair” (this is where at any gathering you make sure there is at least one empty chair so a newcomer can join in).

    A drive to try another larp, maybe on a pirate ship, maybe a magic school, maybe something else, but I want to do more on this scale.

    Final thoughts

    Odysseus was bold in vision and execution and (for me) delivered on every single one of its promises and then some. I was changing into my outdoor boots before an away mission and one of the GM’s asked me how the game was going and I responded; “This isn’t a game, it’s a f****** experience” and I still hold to that.

    We didn’t play Odysseus, we lived it.

    So thanks for reading, if indeed, you still are.

    the auther with the people he played closely together with Marine Alpha Team, ESS Odysseus. Photographer unknown.

    Odysseus 2019

    Name of the larp: Odysseus
    Dates: Run 1 (Finnish), June 27-30 2019, run 2 (English) July 4-7 2019, run 3 (English) July 9-12 2019
    Location: Helsinki, Finland
    Organizers: Laura Kröger, Sanna Hautala and Antti Kumpulainen (backed up by a huge crew)
    Price: €200-€300 (some characters also had additional costume rental €20-€40)
    Website: https://www.odysseuslarp.com/ 

    References

    Bergstresser, Chris. 2022. “The Ethics of Storytelling — Chris Bergstresser.” Nordic Larp Talks. YouTube, Sept. 11.

    “Odysseus Theme (2019)” (theme music/national anthem for the larp). 2019. Soundcloud. Composed by Hannu Niemi & Helena Haaparanta, lyrics by Hannu Niemi & Mia Makkonen, vocals by Helena Haaparanta: https://soundcloud.com/hannusinerva/odysseus-theme 

    Vejdemo, Susanne. 2018. “Play to Lift, not Just to Lose.” In Shuffling the Deck: The Knutepunkt 2018 Color Printed Companion, edited by Annika Waern and Johannes Axner, 143-146. Pittsburgh, PA: Carnegie Mellon University: ETC Press.


    Cover photo: Picture of the larp scenography, the Bridge. Photo by James Bloodworth.